Who I used to be Hates who I am.....

Your Past life may go away...
Don't consider them wise whatever they may say...
Mistakes and Ill choices that u make...
In this life U must pay....

For I shiver at the very thought...
The deeds that were poorly commited...
Such is my end I never sought...
Such an extent a lesson must be taught...

I've learned my lessons...
I've paid my dues...
Who I have become...
Humbly declares..."I lose"...

So that every time I now turn around...
The murky bottom no more mocks at me...
I have withered in Darkness...
Does LIGHT hold the key...?

You've Broken My Heart......

I want to ask you a favour...
I think you owe me that,
I want my love returned
I want it back.

You walked away with my love,
You took away my heart
and tore my life apart....

Though I regret that it's over
I know it had to end,
why do I have to be a stranger....
why can't we still be friends?

I thought people were wrong,
I thought I knew you well,
but you turned out to be someone else,
it's truly that only time will tell.

If you've decided it's really over
and you've decided
that you don't care......
So be it ,
I'll let you go,
but don't you ever come back...
Don't you dare!!

Before I walk away from all this,
before I tell myself we're really through,
just hear me out one last time...
Damn it, I Love You!!

Today.........

Ok heres a special contribution from one of my buddies Summin he wrote, summin that is very true and summin that one goes thru once in a lifetime Let me not define it, coz i am at loss of words after i went thru whts written below!!!!!
Thank you buddy!!



Today I sit as if i hv nvr before,
as if i'll nvr again..
here on d terrace
eyeing da sun, admiring da horizon.
Today, undettered by da past
unperterbed bout da future, hands wide open..
I feel like soaring, soaring high, high above
The Pain, The Treachery, The Controversies, The Jealousy.
Wind embracing my body,
birds singing along me, da clouds soaking me...

I see the gate...the gate of my dreams, my fantasies, my JOY.....
bt itz getting dusked, disappearing
as if it nvr ws...
Vainly we gt pushd away by vanity.
Falling I luk at da setting sun...
is dis dream cuming to an end, has da gravity got bttr of me,
or is it dat da worldz not yet finishd wid me???

Hoping dat sumday
I gather da ruins and,
carve out myslf one day, day
as Today
bids adieu and,
I wait fr da same old Tommorow to dawn on me...

POLITICS FOR BEGINNERS

SOCIALISM

You have two cows - you give one to your neighbour.

COMMUNISM

You have two cows - the government takes both and gives you the milk.

FASCISM

You have two cows - the government takes both and shoots you.

CAPITALISM

You have two cows - you sell one and buy a bull.

TRADE UNIONISM

They take away your cows away, shoot one, milk the other and throw the milk away!1

MORAL

Don't have anything to do with cows , they only bring you trouble

A Toast!!!!

Never Lie, Steal, Cheat, or Drink!!

But if u must Lie, Lie in the arms of the one you love;
If u must Steal, Steal away from bad Company;
If u must Cheat, Cheat Death;
And if u must Drink, Drink in the moments that take your breath away!!!!!!!!!!

Regret for the things we did can be tampered by time;


It is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable!!

Love is the difficult realization that something else other than oneself is more important!!

Alas!! wht a topic Love? Is it even worth talking of? I mean to think about it, people just can go on giving endless definations.
Thats utter imagintion, its rather like a never ending stream of words to describe summin actually that is a bit vague
seriously!!
i dont understand this, someone more important than oneself?? I mean is it like loosing ur indentity? or mingling ur indentity with sumone elses?
All these are the happy parts? whts wid the sad story?? I've seen people having heartbreaks!! then they look really sad!! sometimes i mean i wunder y we put us into things that we actually cannot take care of? Do we have all the time? I mean i actually can't find all the time for myself? My friends , can't even see much of them!! and then u r talking of devoting time to someone who is actually a very important person.
I beg ur pardon!!
For all those who r in Love , plz don't read this article, its crap for u!!

Talent Hits a Target no one else can Hit, Genious Hits a target no one else can see!!

It often happens now, we dont know our true potentials, our capabilities, our specialities, to sum it up in one word!!" Our Talent"
Tell has it not happened wid u ever bofore that u only recognozed your special Talent only after someone else mentioned it to u!!
90% of the time it happens that talents are discovered by an accident or so
Amongst the more genera ones to be discovered are say acedemics!!" your teacher tells u to go in for a specialization in some feild"
or some body else tells u, summin else
But the truth is that most of the times we are underestimating ourselves!! Trust me it happens, and our best talents can remain unnurtured
I know its better said than done
lolz
but seriously if only we had more trust in ourselves than anybody else, u could make the max of urself and your talents
come to think of it!! some else from the xternal world has to come and tell u that-
"hey u r good at this"
Its one small thing that average people like miss out on!! and that is belief in oneself, and trust me its not that easy either.
I think I may have deviated from wht I began with. Genious??? Oh boy i dont wht it feels like to be genious??
Must be great, on top of the world, like so powerful, imaginative.
Anyone of u out there a genious, plz lemme me know wht it is like!!!!!!!!!

The Easiest kind of Relationship for me is with Ten Thousand people, the hardest is with one!!

Hey there, watever u think!! but its true ain't it not!!
Relationships, oh Boy! not my Cup Of Tea!
Call me an emotionless, insensitive Brute ( frankly thats wht i think of myself )
But Actually it happens! I just can't get a hold of my self when it comes to relationships! Be it friends, or crushes, or Guys, or Online friends even
Is it possible, u stick with one person for a long time!! how is it?
I just don't get it!
I mean get a Life!
Really, the whole wide world is open to us, frds, companions, loved ones, really
I mean as in the thought goes managing 10,000 people is actually easy!! i mean, talk enjoy be happy and don't give out ur heart to anyone!!

"As a Teenager, U r at the last stage, when u will be happy to hear , that the Phone call is for u!!!"

Funny isn't it, just how some things gradually tend to loose their Importance in Life. I mean really , Lets give it thought
I mean, for me things drastically change. They do!! but then i realize them only after some time, when i am actually into that Habit.
Say for instance
wen i was 11, i was passionate about books, a big time reader, solving crosswords and speaking trees used to be my Fav Past times
when i was 13 , I had this great passion( Big Time) for Music, name it and i had it
then at 15 it turned to Gadgets . All sorts, from Music systems, reall powerful speakers, computer accessories, Mobile handsets wht not crap
This one lasted real long......
Only quite recently i realized, I didnt matter to me wht my mobile Handset was?? or wht watch i am wearing, In fact i found myself quite outdated when i was back home.
Is it natural, does it happen wid everyone!!
I mean, But I guess it just doesn't make any difference to me either!! I just don't give a Damn.
Whatever be it. Let be for some good, coz now i fell that i have more time, to indulge in things i am more passionate about!!( There goes one more passion again)
Like yes my Preperation for Management
Lets see
How far I am stable wid this one